I had a dream that I was walking towards an old provincial church. Like the one in Saint Jude Mandaluyong. It was a small church and I had missed mass already and at the church I saw the people already praying their devotional prayers after the mass.
I went towards the church entrance and dip my fingers in holy water and made the sign of the cross. I went outside and saw a Church bigger than the one that I am in. The bigger church looked like a basilica and the church that i am in looked like a mere chapel.
As I enter the church I noticed that the crucifix on the main altar was broken in half, and his body was only fastened only by the left hand and feet and the other half was missing.
The mass was also over, and the priest approached me and talked to me, although I just cannot recall the conversation that we had. I do remember asking him what happened to the crucifix because it was broken in half. I just cannot remember exactly what he said.
Something about the previous war and when they found the crucifix it was already broken and the other half already missing. I saw a lot of men walked in front of the main alter where the broken crucifix was displayed to pray in communion. I joined the community prayer and then I noticed a person behind me that was talking during the prayer that I reprimanded him to be silent and he gave me a look that he was not pleased on being told.
As I looked at the his face, I was not joining the community prayer anymore I was just silent and looking towards him with his broken crucifix behind him. “I will find the missing half…” i said to him in the dream
In the dream I told him in my mind that I will try to find that missing part of the cross and restore it. And then in the dream I felt that the missing cross had something to do with me. Although I did not understand what that meant, but it felt like heaven to me, it was very serene, peaceful and tranquil although i was on earth. I was inside the old church and the church is the house of God. – April 14 2016